-a moment like this-

Saturday, March 18, 2006

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i've moved to 'ohh-divine.livejournal.com'
do come and visit me. love love

::at this moment:: @ Saturday, March 18, 2006

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pure fun

::at this moment:: @ Saturday, March 18, 2006

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

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after a long long wait of a year,
patti the red panty is back in this sunny island
where she's able to dress up in lovely skirts again.
infact she can finally do alot of things, like cutting her hair after a long time.
(hahahahaha)

i was counting the days b4 she's back, feeling so excited and all abt it,
not realising that next week is my birthday.
well, it's not just an ordinary bday tho i dont look 4ward to it.
it's my 18th bday. a age to be legal and freedom.
and can u believe it? i got no fucking plans for it.

all i know is i got a dress ready for me to dress up on that day.
i really miss those yearly bday parties i used to have when i was a young kid.
goodies bags,musical chairs,treasure hunts,pass ard the parcel etc.
what happen to all these yearly traditions?
i used to organise all these.
pehaps, my 18th bday sld be like this once again?
'18-but-still-wanna-be-a-young-kid-again party'
how about it?

::at this moment:: @ Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Monday, March 06, 2006

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heh

::at this moment:: @ Monday, March 06, 2006

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minnie mouse

::at this moment:: @ Monday, March 06, 2006

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welcome babeh

::at this moment:: @ Monday, March 06, 2006

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retro night

::at this moment:: @ Monday, March 06, 2006

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pout

::at this moment:: @ Monday, March 06, 2006

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yea yea

::at this moment:: @ Monday, March 06, 2006

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whooo ahhhh

::at this moment:: @ Monday, March 06, 2006

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same family

::at this moment:: @ Monday, March 06, 2006

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afro bodyguards

::at this moment:: @ Monday, March 06, 2006

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groovy baby

::at this moment:: @ Monday, March 06, 2006

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STOPPPP!!

::at this moment:: @ Monday, March 06, 2006

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give me backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

::at this moment:: @ Monday, March 06, 2006

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omggggggggggg it's him!!

::at this moment:: @ Monday, March 06, 2006

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rahhhhhhhhhh

::at this moment:: @ Monday, March 06, 2006

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*pang*

::at this moment:: @ Monday, March 06, 2006

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kill him

::at this moment:: @ Monday, March 06, 2006

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we r jus joking ard

::at this moment:: @ Monday, March 06, 2006

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family photo

::at this moment:: @ Monday, March 06, 2006

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parents!mum's audrey hepburn btw!haha

::at this moment:: @ Monday, March 06, 2006

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with monroe (she's still alive)

::at this moment:: @ Monday, March 06, 2006

Friday, March 03, 2006

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today is my dearest grandmother 2nd yr anni (chi calender)
i really really really miss her. been dreaming of her lately.

yday i took a one hour walk at east coast park with my dad and my dog.
he's been really down and stressed out lately.
i feel so bad that im not making him feel any better.
i really cannot imagine my life and my family doing w/o it.
he has done so SO much for us, and im so proud that he's my dad.
he can be so encouraging and there whenever u need him.

i had a fun time today digging out my mum's wardrobe. she has tons of waist belts which are so in fashion at the moment.
gold chains, leather belts, earrings etc
she was so grossed out that i like aunty stuff and gave me evrything cause she wldn dare to wear them.
vintage stuff are <3 valentine's d ay <3

flowers make me happy

left bouquet for mummy dearest

baby driving Yeni's car in batam. we didn take any pic there sadly
sara, u wanted 2 see our pics =)

::at this moment:: @ Friday, March 03, 2006

Friday, February 24, 2006

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::at this moment:: @ Friday, February 24, 2006

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here's yday pictures. more pics with sara.
went down to Velvet for 'surrender' party yday.
crowd was old old old.
and Zouk was filled with ugly ppl doing the stupid retarded mambo dance.

then, headed down to MOS, only to use the toilet
cause my friends got drunk and it was kinda dramatic outside infrnt of all the taxi uncles.
was kinda screwed so went home after supper and camwhore with myself.
so,
if u happen to dislike my face/find im an eyesore etc
bascially, just hate my self obsession with pics. please close yr window nw.

::at this moment:: @ Friday, February 24, 2006

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stone face

::at this moment:: @ Friday, February 24, 2006

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pretty debbie <3

::at this moment:: @ Friday, February 24, 2006

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funny pic but i like the way my fringe falls. hee

::at this moment:: @ Friday, February 24, 2006

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argh

::at this moment:: @ Friday, February 24, 2006

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-big pout-

::at this moment:: @ Friday, February 24, 2006

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i love my guess watch

::at this moment:: @ Friday, February 24, 2006

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dont cha love my oriental earring?

::at this moment:: @ Friday, February 24, 2006

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::at this moment:: @ Friday, February 24, 2006

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deb, hazel, me

::at this moment:: @ Friday, February 24, 2006

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in bro's car

::at this moment:: @ Friday, February 24, 2006

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in the cab with meli

::at this moment:: @ Friday, February 24, 2006

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

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i haven't been making FULL use of my long holiday
except for, busy making money and of cause spending it all at once.

i dont have much time for myself to shop often (gd n bad),
i dont have the time to learn piano which i wanted to,
and no time to volunteer myself to the kids at homes which was my dream and i promised.

now that im planning to quit my job (too tired),
the news of the collection of results are on FRIDAY. YES! THIS WEEK!
it's also known as judgement day. it actually determines evrything ; my bleak future.

i am really guilty abt not studying that much and putting in my best.
but i did try and of cause with the short attention span i've, i failed.

so to ease my mind and for me to stop worrying,
i went shopping! i spent all of my red packets (wich is really pathetic this yr) , and my paycheck.
today : close to a hundred
yday : hundred plus
sun : $30
last fri : close to a hundred
and on the same week : $400 for an black 4G ipod nano.

spending yr hard own money is a real heartache.
parents' reply : 'now then u know?'

on the brighter side, patty the panty,
i mean on the brighter red side, patty the red panty is coming back next month.
just in time to celebrate my bday, steffy's bday and her own bday.
we agreed to celebrate in style cause we are gonna be 18!
but of cause, if i'm still around after friday (Which is unlikely).
yday convo with her was great. we just cant help but say awwwwwwww
like finally after a long long time.
it seems like forever that she's gone. but 1 whole yr is a long long longgggggggg time.

and on the next brighter side, loverboy surprised me at work today =)
had fun yday in town with him. been a long time since we shopped for my stuff and walked.
'i not stupid too' was a good yet funny show too.
it made me reflect on some stuff and i definately know how i sld be a mum next time.
honestly, my mum doesn appreciate much abt what i do.
and i dont see a point in talking things to her. i just know how the convo will be like.
but i dont really care. i know i love my family
and as long as i love the life i have and know i have someone like my loverboy to love me,
i can pull through.

wonders of love huh?

::at this moment:: @ Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

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lack of update. i know. *warning* long entry!
time has been spent mostly on online games with my night buddies, supper and work!

i love my monopoly pals as i cant do without them evrynite.
my sleeping hours are screwed.
only ~~pretend~~ to get to slp when sis wakes up for school
as i have to return this laptop back to her. argh
honestly, im kinda afraid to sleep at this wee hours of the night and
wld finally feel ease when the sun rises, thus making this slping hours a habit.

ate seoul garden with debbie, paul, john and dp yday.
it made us shittttttttt. gosh!

followed yeni and boxun for wakeboarding today.
nah, din wakeboard.
was enjoyin the breeze on the speed boat with boxun's dog.

Yeni is my new friend and i like her! ha!
jus came back frm her huge pent house actually.
we are going over to her batam house tmr (later)
not sure if i will like batam but the company's good. =)
she's going back to newyork next wk. will miss her.

i think my shopping addiction is backkk!
evryday im soo eager to shop and buy smthing home but
unfortunately there's nthing nice that i'd lay my eyes on YET.

oh, my DEAREST mum bought me my long awaited gold guess watch for xmas.
yea the one i've been eyeing on for a whole year!
only think is, i only wore once cause im working.
but i'll never neglect it, my precious. hee

i got a new digital camera too. same brand, same model jus better.
black=sleek and 6megapixel. whoo hoo.

chinese new year in a few days time. not looking forward tho!
as i get older, all these occasions are jus another day for me.
boring and nothing to be excited about.
besides, i cant stand chinese new year songs and decor-unglam!
and i have yet 2 shop for clothes! hack. will jus use unused new clothes i bought last yr!

i remember when i was young, how i cant wait for my bday to arrive.
infact i wish myself on the 16th of evry month. hurhur.
and when the BIG day finally arrives when the clock strikes at midnight,
i will run down the stairs screaming in excitement and try my best not to sleep
in order not to waste away my precious day. how cute! HAHA

but im sure this year wil be different. (i hope)
cause im turning 18!!! dad cant wait for my bday to come
so that i will be able to learn driving and make use of extra car in order not to sell it away.
but... i have a phobia in driving. it seems scary. =X

im off for a game of monopoly now and wheel of fortune later.
oh yes, Yeni is gona lend me her rollercoaster tycoon and hopefully that will be my new addiction so i will not be complaining to evryone how bored i am at night.

(sara, hope u get the job at my workplace tmr!all the best!cnt wait 2 work with u)
p/s: am loving my life now. im like the only one not missing sch days yet!

::at this moment:: @ Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Saturday, January 07, 2006

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i woke up today and saw a ghost right infront of me.
with messy untamed hair and panda eyes. boyyy it was freaky!

then i told myself, maybe it's the leftover eyeliner frm yday.
but... butttt..... NO IT WASN'T!

it was my FRIGGING EYE RINGS!!!
and there's prob no way of gettin rid of it unless i sleep early,like real early!
(i sleep at 6am evryday, that's early isnt it?ha)

so for now, meet my new best friend.

::at this moment:: @ Saturday, January 07, 2006

Sunday, January 01, 2006

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what's the point of making new yr resolutions but neglecting and forgetting abt it?

PLEASE ~~dont~~ try and fix me
i really need to do some self reflections and not run away frm it.
i will change for the better this yr.
i will change for the better this yr.
i will change for the better this yr. (have trust in me pls)

anyway it's been so long since my family had a dinner together.
(which we used to do it evrynite).
thankfully, we are still close except for my r/s with my sister.
i wonder when things will change but then it will be so awkward.
she's getting more n more out of hand these days. sigh.

oh well, cheers to the new year. im gona be 18! whoo hoo

not forgetting, HAPPY ONE YEAR TO THE BOTH OF US!
so many things happened during this one yr of our r/s.
be it the lovely memories or the bad memories (that sld b erased) ,
im thankful that i shared it with you.
thanks for evrything for which i hardly appreciate.

::at this moment:: @ Sunday, January 01, 2006

Thursday, December 29, 2005

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why is the grass always greener the other side?

::at this moment:: @ Thursday, December 29, 2005

Monday, December 19, 2005

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Dear God,
i know i have been a bad child;
for not making an effort to wake up for church for countless months.
but...
please try and fix me;
i dont know why im such a bitch gf.
precious doesn deserve a girl like me.

at times, i too, cant believe myself.
please teach me how 2 control my temper.
i dont want to lose my cool so often and see how my baby suffer all the time.
because of me, things are always ugly.

but... i wish and i hope with all my heart,
that, that are all history and forgotten and of cause not gonna happen again.

Lord, pray that i will change for the better. Amen.

(anyway, do u belif in karma? cause i dont. =/
incase u r wondering, nothing happened. im just reflecting back.)

::at this moment:: @ Monday, December 19, 2005

Saturday, December 10, 2005

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i have a hectic life now.
what i need now is a good foot massage.

i dont know when i wil ever wear my new heels.
legs are aching and slippers are the best choice now.

mum isnt happy with my working hours.
i'm home later and later evryday.
but work's fun. get to meet people and stars.

thurs was the launch party and the following day,
me and boxun's family took a drive to malaysia. (so no slp for us)
visited nike factory. it was cool seeing how clothes are being maufactured.
one simple shirt has to go thru alot of process.

after that, it was back to work so today me and boxun took off.
i'm tired but i dont wana waste my saturday.
gonna change now to meet sahirah, debbie and alec.

::at this moment:: @ Saturday, December 10, 2005

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

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with faridah

::at this moment:: @ Tuesday, December 06, 2005

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::at this moment:: @ Tuesday, December 06, 2005

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lessy love

::at this moment:: @ Tuesday, December 06, 2005

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i have so many pictures 2 upload. but my com's laggy and always dying.
argh.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PHYLLIS! yday's surprised was a blast.
thx to me us!

will upload pics soon. gotta rush for work.
1st day! finally! gona be soooo fun. I KNOW!
cause it's a happening place! hahahahaha

::at this moment:: @ Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

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at bangkok right now.
shopping's a disappointment.
it isnt as cheap anymore.
i rather shop at bugis st / far east.

shopping malls are more old fashion compared to street markets.
going back tmr and work starts the day after.
gona be fun working with boxun and phyllis!

::at this moment:: @ Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Monday, November 21, 2005

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after being deprived of shopping for countless months
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I HAD A MAD SHOPPING SPREE TODAY!
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and it's really MY DAY!
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2day there were no sad sulky faces of me
not being able to get my fav heels
and watch my friends get instead (due to my large feets)!
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so crazy Daphne bought 5 pairs of heels!
one for each day of the wk! (jk)
-one wedges (for grad, so it's not counted),
-3 pointed heels (my all time dream heels. so it's a musT!)
-another pair was on sale. (cheap cheap)
bought tons of accessories (some for xmas presents, so it's not counted),
and an evening dress (which was worth it)
so now, im a happy happy girl
SATISFIED! =)
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Oh, im finally contented with what i have in life (i think, i hope)
i SHOULD appreciate and love evrything that i have now.
and to knw tat there are many ppl who are suffering and all jus makes me feel that im a lucky girl leadin a blissful life that i am not contented with.
What's more? i have such nice family members (includin relatives),
nice home with beautiful xmas decor evrywhere (gets u in the mood),
a BoyFriend that is everything anyone wants (u name it, he is it),
friends which are the best of all best
....
bascially, everything in my life is (so called) PERFECT!
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o well, im glad that i already have a dress for grad (re-using)
it's such a hassle to shop for one last min and fear that some1 else has it.
but who cares abt dressin up when it's jus a tea at branch time!

::at this moment:: @ Monday, November 21, 2005