-a moment like this-

Sunday, November 28, 2004

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realised tat basketballers arent tat tall actually. my illusion of basketballers has changed. heard frm manross or wadeva his name is spelled tat smokin stops ppl frm growing. if tats true.. i now understand y guys are getting shorter and shorter. im sorry if anyone feel offended or insulted by wad im implying. ppl..pls stop smoking! smokin kills! imagine one day yr lungs are cut into two and the tar starts 2 ooz out! eeew gross! i always hav tat tinking so tat wil stop me from being tempted. plus smokin is such a turn off. seriously! and its expensive! shall drop tat topic! anyway manross is hot stuff! haha pat, tess and me tink so! but the big love bite on his neck was soo annoying and such a turn off! argh! he has the typical look of a guy just for flings. hack him!ha.. set viking today at the carnival in town! forced tess..i hope it broke yr fear. well, it was reali fun and thrilling. our tummy jus feels empty wen we are right on the top. me & tess was supposed 2 compete wif pat n steph to scream as loud as we can. but i was lufin the whole time cus of pat til i hardly produce any sound! haha. met darrel and desmond at the arcade. played some fightin game wif pat. i suck at it. anyhow press the buttons all at once. haha. watched 'school of seduction' the day b4. the lead actress is HOT! i wan her hair..evrything 2 b exact! wish me all the luck for tmr! im freakin scared. im fear of injection and pain. im sure evrynoe how i cant take evn the slightest pain! im gona extract my eye infection! eeeeew.. and then i wil look like a pirate for 5 hours! please be wif me!

::at this moment:: @ Sunday, November 28, 2004

Saturday, November 27, 2004

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PAT PAT,FANNISON & STEPHANIE.. i jus love u guys to bits! =) really had a great time with u guys. im missin it already. we got to do it again SOON! hear me?! i agree wif steph tat each of us are unique frm one another and to those gals u see on the street, i guess. ha. well, we are indeed unique in our own ways. neawy steph steph steph.. please STOP scrutinizin yrself! u r perrrfeecttt in our eyes! n evry1 else. u got a body tat all gals wil die for. not 4gettin yr height! sooo pls darling.. eat n stop it! i wonder y steph wldnt get tempted wen we guys are eatin such yummy food.hmmm. great mind control she has! haha. fannison! although tis is like ony the 2nd time we went out.. it jus seems like we are close all along. THANKS FOR THE ROSE! =) =) =) i loveeee it soooo much! one photogenic babe u are! takin pics wif u makes me feel eeeww sooo gross! pat pat.. i love you la! u know tat already dont u! =) u r gettin prettier day by day! tats unfair!

::at this moment:: @ Saturday, November 27, 2004

Friday, November 26, 2004

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lots 2 update. shall do a summary then
- pat, fann, steph stayed over my house
-fann bought me a rose. was touched. duH!
-watched 'u gt served' & i fell aslp while they were watchin 'american beauty' cant be blamed. was workin the whole day k
-ate non stop. fann's tummy is always beggin for more. ha =X
-sang karaoke but had to cycle all the way out to buy batteries 1st. was scary. and we were lookin ugly in spects. ha. was embarrassin.
-sang oldies and sentimental songs.
-was jumpin around for those fast songs. can lose weight. n being hyper is a good ting! fun fun
- 4 of us plus my dog squeeze on my parents' bed. i cldnt move.
-woke up super early to go all the way 2 eat breakfast at a famous run down cake shop.
-started rainin heavily & had to walk under the rain all the way 2 katong shoppin center. was really far. we were all drenched & lookin retarded.
-did eyebrow treading. i did the last. was scared. started tearing
-went back 2 get dress for town, i lent them my outfits
-went 2 coffee club 2 eat and meet mark n matthew
-was terrible. extremly awkward. tis is soooo not me. im sure evry1 noes tat
-they sld have wore their black suit wen they were wif us..i wld jus melt there =p
-slack ard town for a while. no movie 2 catch & was sooo broke.
-met with a freaky guy on the bus home with pat. 1stly,thx pat for sacrificing the seat & stand the whole journey. sorry for the blisters, if there were. ha. since we wasnt near. we were smsing. i started 2 luf alone. crazy! tat freaky guy was starin at me through out the whole journey. was really uncomfortable. he was tiltin his head,tryin 2 read wad me & pat was smsin each other! gosh! fuck him!
-he alight the same bus stop wif me.. gosh!
well, im safe.. and tats all tat matter.. hee =)

::at this moment:: @ Friday, November 26, 2004

Monday, November 22, 2004

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2day was a real slack day! gettin paid for slackin thru the whole day! hee.. well, did eye lash extensions again durin lunch. its more natural lookin den the 1st time but i wan more lashes at the side. i wil miss my dear mascara. haha. i already do. n i wan green lashes! argh. bought green eyeshadow 2day. cool eh? cnt get enuf of green eyeshadow! o's ended 2day for some ppl. cant wait to hav my movie marathon tmr nite. hope i wont fall aslp while watchin it after a long day of work! but wif mad ppl around..it wld b hard 2 steal abit of slp! haha. neway clara tan is back. met her. yes yes..i put on weight. at the same place again.stupid baby fats on my chubby cheeks! -screams- cnt do anythin now..but jus wait n cut down on my intake i guess. sigh. i wana seat the viking ride at the carnival in town! i wana scream my lungs out! sweetie tess and nicole visited me 2day =) wif tess' bf too! pls dun neglect me once u got yrself a hot guy yea? *winK* seein u both cuddle makes me go green in envy. but i know u are willin 2 hug me evry min! hahaha. =)

::at this moment:: @ Monday, November 22, 2004

Saturday, November 20, 2004

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hopelessy devoted to youuuuuuuuuu~!! i cant stop singin tat line. infact, tats da ony line i know! =p i have yet to watch grease u noe.. =X i noe its such a great movie. i wil watch it vry soon! well, about spore idol.. i duno who to vote for next week. its like the malays vs the chinese. racial riots! haha. mum wants the chi 2 win instead. if ony,she wasnt tat racist! haha. =X anyway watched wicked aura play 2dae and i tot of my dear nicole paul. was hopin i wil bump into her dere. its been some time since i last heard them play. n clara dont evn noe who wicked aura is! *shake head* hahaha. met her,cummin,jac for lunch. ate my upside down icecream. fattenin! but who can resist tat? *excuses* jeremy n david visited me way pass the time i knock off. appreciate it though. thx! =) ate double cheeseburger wif sherie for dinner.tats all! how budget my day was. ony had 5 bucks in my wallet. tats how broke i am. i cant evn do anythin i wan. cant evn watch a movie! argh. so i guess money is evrythin huh?? okay..mayb not! 'WHOEVA SAY TAT MONEY CANT BUY HAPPINESS..AINT BEEN SHOPPIN AT THE RIGHT MALLS!' hahaha.. =P

::at this moment:: @ Saturday, November 20, 2004

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ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! im feeling sooo high now! high up in the sky!haha. well, im gona have the keys temp for changi green (condo) ! i can party all nite long there! its like a dream come true cus i can finally live there for a short while wif my frens! but one ting..there isnt any television or pone.but who cares? i can party there since the o's wil be done by then and at the same time..MY PARENTS ARE AWAY 4 BUSINESS TRIP! hip hip hurray!! freedom man! lalala. im really soooo excited! i mean..hu wldnt be right? =) =) =) i managed 2 take 5 days off next wk but then the followin wk i got 2 start work again. wont hav the mood but it wil b my last wk and besides i really need the money! my bank account is empty! sigh. bought a cap today & for pat. spent on dinner too wif jessica,tushan,xiao xuan,tis guy fren of her's and charmaine. 1st tym hangin out with them! 2day, odilia visited me! i cnt wait 2 get oh soo high wif her! she makes me as high like im on drugs! im serious! poor odi dont own a barbie in her life. ony ken. depreive childhood la.. nvm..dear daphne wil share my barbie products wif u! =) simone,fannason n tis gal surprised me too. slack with them for quite long..oh ya! alicia & jac got sacked. i wonder wad happened man. i sld b da one hu deserve 2 b sack.but honestly, im more hardworkin then the rest. the guys can evn slp in the store room and my co-workers are playin uno by themselves. realised 2 guys stay near my school wich means we can go home 2gther after work. mum bought a new digi cam 2dae. its sharper n slimmer. i jus hope the pics turn out as nice as sherie's cam. hee.. so i guess some times pics lie. well,tis rainin.. tat sux!

::at this moment:: @ Saturday, November 20, 2004

Thursday, November 18, 2004

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haven been bloggin! been really tired! work isnt tat bad actually. realised i get paid durin lunch break too! n im always takin extra lunch break!haha. my frens r all askin me 4 my uniform. & da more i wash,the smaller n shorter it gets! can i use tat s an excuse 2 ask 4 some more?haha. anyway on monday, met jessica & tushan. some new guy of hers. go for it man! bought her tis huge care bear doll tat i hope she'll b tinkin of me evrynite wen she hugs it! gal.. i love u! =) i wana go bangkok wif u la! not fair! wil b missin u =) cnt reali rememeber wad happened on mon. on tue was my off day! like finally. but instead spent it on slpin for the 1st half of the day! den half way wile changin 2 meet jac,bryan & rei..i fell aslp! bleh~! bump in2 tess & paul. & tess was wearin da exact same skirt s me. my jaw dropped man! anyway thanks for my dearest soul sisters tat visted me yesterday 4 lunch. ivy & tenny din work so i needed company! praveen met us too. thanks 4 lunch praveen =) after work,went window shoppin (for me) with my dear pat & steph. bought a lovely gstring though!=X hahaa. im gona get my cap & pat's cap 4 her tmr!sld i? argh..im broke! i need my pay nw! sherie came n visited me too! thx 4 da effort! thx 4 da xmas gift. i hate surprises! love ya! =) ate buffet 2day fof lunch wif aunt & mum. gosh..im fat fat fat! i need extrim! is tat evn effective? im not takin it btw! sold alot of barbie products 2dae.thx 2 all dose rich indo. if ony i get commison! so.. tenny & zi ming beta appreciate my help wile dey were away slackin! my entry's boring! anyway o's are endin very very soon. im more excited den any1! was screamin on da pone wif alyson n odilia. im mad! movie marathon nex wk at my house..! yay!!!!! happening!! =) cnt wait

::at this moment:: @ Thursday, November 18, 2004

Sunday, November 14, 2004

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hey! im exhausted! but yet im bloggin instead of resting! haha. 2day was terrible. time passed sooo slowly. my eye lids were sooo heavy.gosh..am i exaggerating here? haha. well,actually.. i wasnt really workin today. slack around the whole time. in chinese,its called eat snake? quite retarded! why snake ryt? hmm.. alicia tellin me tat time passes vry fast 4 her 2day!haha. me, tenny & zi ming was sitting down on the floor ignorin our customers. such an ugly sight! played games with little kids 2day! finally got 2 eat my ice cream frm dairy queen tat i have been craving for a week! the taste of it was sooooo yummilicious but fattening. tat explains y i have been puttin on weight. ate it when i was suppoed 2 be workin. hee.. one more week and im gona quit my job! whoo hoo~! but then, the pay is pathetic. cant evn enjoy a good shopping spree! sigh.. went 2 geylang serai with patricia and farah chew last nite. was over crowded. its sooo easy for a guy 2 take advanatge and touch girls. actually no offence but its like a 'mat and meena' carnival where they take da opportunity 2 make frens! and the gals can evn wear sexy clothing and put a whole cake of foundation to a place like tat. *as usual la* dont b offended pls but its just the fact la. ate my burger and bought stickers! *excited* tmr its a public holiday, and im workin! gosh.. if ony there are eye candy 2 drool at.. i will be sooo motivated 2 work maN! hee but tenny has been really great company! =) hmmm..do u realise tat spore is deprieve of gorgeous guys? its like u can find ony find one hot guy out of ten babes in town. im serious! me and my galfrens are always tokin abt it! yes..i know tat looks arent evrythin! and there is more to it then just the outside. anyway, being a guy seems easy although ppl tinks tat being a gal is easier.jus be pretty and den get married. but life isnt tat simple u noe.. guys just got to be abit metrosexual to look good.. and as usual..their tongue! whats wif tat actually!! they think tat sweet tokin can make one melts to the ground. it may to a certain extend!!! actually,i really hate sweet tokers. it gives my hair stand! but it actualli depend on who the person is la!haha. remember 'yr sweetness is my weekness?' i really sux at smthin like tat. cnt evn watch a extremly romantic flick and nt turn away! haha e okay! tis part of the entry is out of point, dun u agree! sorry! anyway 'BOYS.. CANT LIVE WITH THEM..CANT LIVE WITHOUT THEM' =p the sexiest ting a guy can do is err.. smile?!!!!

::at this moment:: @ Sunday, November 14, 2004

Thursday, November 11, 2004

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gosh! had such a long day!worked frm 10 till 7.30pm k! reached taka early at 10 am (wow) and the stupid lady wasnt there. could hav slpt soo much longer! cus she ony came at 11! wth! they made me & tess do sooo much work. tough job like some construction worker. we are girls u noe! carried alot of heavy boxes.. stacked the shelves..decorated them n blar blar.no one wil appreciate our efforts man! we were there with another gal whom we din even tok to. not tat we are anti-social but... anyway those bullies made us do lots of work n not tat gal! bias! & we did soo much yet she say she dun wan us to model around! those ppl cnt evn appreciate barbie..so y work for them! no passionate! do u know tat barbie & ken broke off? there's a new guy! he's name is blaine.. an aussie surfer dude. woah! nthere are barbie grandparents n da list goes on.. oh ya! we have new uniform! its nice! white polo tee with pink fonts sayin barbie. i like =) cnt wait 4 work tmr though. ironic huh? cuz tmr i get 2 play with kids. got colourin competition n all. unfortunately tess got a weddin 2 attend n she feels like quittin. i wonder who im gona hav lunch with tmr! i dont mind mixing ard.. u noe i will la.. but then, evry1 else frm diff toy companies are nt my cup of tea. =X im sorry 2 say tat! im gona quit in dec. because i wana party with my o level friends! cnt wait =) o well, 2day's entry is super boring. i noe! apologise! quote 'A POSITIVE ATTITUDE MAY NOT SOLVE ALL YR PROBLEMS, BUT IT'LL ANNOY ENOUGH PPL 2 MAKE IT WORTH THE EFFORT' p/s: tat lady in charge of us really sux! she bosses us ard like dogs & told us money doesn come easily n all. we know tat! stupid cheap labour! we are meant to promote n stuffs but not do constructions! tis is sooo degrading, period! =X

::at this moment:: @ Thursday, November 11, 2004

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

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1stly.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST SAHIRAH! my so called 'lesbian partner'! im so sorry i 4gt all abt it. u noe i wil make it 2 u. i will =) thx 4 da wonderful frenship/relationship we hav. its smthin i really treasure.u r really special. u noe me inside out even irrevalant stuffs like wad im havin 4 dinner evrynite, wad im doin at tat moment be it shittin =X, bathin & da list goes on. i cnt beliv we actually sms evry single nite frm feb.evryday after sch although we jus left each other! its amazin huh? anyway last min, tis lady called me and say i hav 2 start work tmr at 10am! madness! i really wonder how am i gona b awake & on time especially since i've become a nocturnal creature. not proud of the lifestyle though. collected my uniform & is really gross lookin & baggy. can i like modify it?haha. made my ez link card. like finally. saw the amount left in my atm cards & i stood dere and gaped in disbelief. sigh. A FREAKIN STUPID PLASTIC CARD HAS RUINED MY LIFE! i cnt belif it actually took control over me! & i evn convince my mum in da 1st place tat i wldnt let it. but unfortunately, i failed. its obvious eh? being a extravagant! & i put on 2 kg! yes yes! i really did! sigh. dont tok 2 me abt it! im already depress! nvm..once i start work, i will lose it. im confident! *cross my fingers* slept at pat's house in the afternoon. & she bought this slim mints. kinda cool. i tink michelle chong looks real gorgeous in the new slimmin product! cnt find a suitable quote. sorry! haha

::at this moment:: @ Tuesday, November 09, 2004

Monday, November 08, 2004

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la la la.. jus got home. had dinner with andrew & pat pat at secret recipe. meal came wif 1/2 a cheesecake & it was really pathetic!haha. andrew was lyk pretendin 2 b a dumb blonde sayin i tot its one whole or 2. haha. the waiter's name was 'tachnana' or smthin lyk tat.& we were foolin ard sayin its touch banana & blar blar.we wanted 2 get his number 4 andrew!hahaha. met our kindergarden tchers dere! cnt evn remember much man! i wish i was stil in kinderland!fun memories! =) went 2 a ktv pub 2 meet tess & rest for a while.gosh.. the atmosphere jus isnt right! all the perverts!eee. anyway my afternoon was spent at pat's house & park way with clara, her bf & deir 'gang' of frens & natasha tan. not really tat fun. park way is boring! im craving 4 dairy queen's ice cream! *yum* tomorrow got 2 go collect our uniform. yea..im workin! un huh! im gona promote mattel products such as BARBIE dolls, fisherprice & hotwheels. quite cool gettin 2 interact wif ppl & KIDS!but then in gt 2 sacrifice all my wkends! how sad! im gona b deprieve!i got posted 2 taka wif tess. imagine if we bump in2 ashley wile havin lunch. NO-NO! i wonder how tess will react when he sees him.i cnt b bothered much! im gona earn $5 an hour. i cnt survive in tat. lunch wil got half ot it already! not 4getin transport. mayb lunch box wil b a gd idea. haha. hw cute! one whole hour for jus 5 bucks yet evryday im spendin sooo much. we really take our parents hard earn money 4 granted! no more shopping 4 me!! i cant anyway. all my new clothes are collectin dust since i wil be wearin a uniform wen workin.argh!!!!

::at this moment:: @ Monday, November 08, 2004

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why did the girl throw the clock out of the windoW? ..to watch time fly! =P haha. how fast its the start of another week.last sunday,i was out watchin shark tale with desmond n now its a new wk. shark tale wasnt tat gr8 as what we expected. funny though. ate sooo much pop corn til we were sick of it! it was also halloween that day.but because of the stupid o's, i din celebrate =( o well,we r gona postpone it 2 da end of nov.quite retarded huh?! anyway i jus watch 'the sweetest ting'. tot it wil be utterly romantic & sweet but it was okaay only! there was a part where tis man tasted a dried cum on a dress,wonderin wat it was.isnt it obvious? eeew. & a part where a gal was gifin head 2 a guy & it got stuck cus he had a piercing! ouch! & evry1 includin the policemen started singin 'i dun wana miss a ting by aerosmith' to calm n relax her. man..i love tat song. da lyrics r jus soo sentimental! =) anyway 2day's quote. 'WOMAN ARE MEANT TO BE LOVED,NOT TO B UNDERSTOOD' agree those laydees out there? hahaa. MENtal pain, MENtal anxiety, MENstrual cramps..ALL of our problems start with MEN!!!u gals realise tat? well..not being anti guys here..no offence 2 guys yea? im jus stating the fact that we gals rule the world! hmm..i sound kinda childish eh?like those 'gals rule but guys drool!' hahaha.. =P

::at this moment:: @ Monday, November 08, 2004

Sunday, November 07, 2004

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its 5am and i finally decide to have an online blog once again. kinda exciting and isnt it great tat im gona share my daily life with you? well, to be honest..my life isnt aexciting at all. so dont be dispointed if this doesn interest u alright?! enough of my introduction. . i shall update on my totally boring day! slpt the whole afternoon like a damm pig. i was just lazy. didnt hav the mood to do anythin. what happen 2 the hyper me eh? my saturday was wasted on slping!thinking abt it, it shows how screwed my life is.i haven been doin anythin produtive this holiday. what's worst is im not evn confident in promoting! sigh. evry1 is aware that time is precious.. so valuable that we cant turn back time although all of us wish we could yet miss daphne isnt spendin her day wisely. o well,it seems like my HUGE appitite has returned. fatty watty me is back!went to aunty jean's bday party & ate alot!food there were sooo tempting.david yeo frm spore idol last time came & my aunt made me entertain him.he's soo hard 2 communicate with. anyway the day b4,we celebrated jac's bday. gosh,ate so much till my frens were forcin me 2 stop. im gona bloat up soon. talk abt wantin 2 be attractive! ha!! anyway made frens with natasha tan after an impression i had when we were lower sec. 2day,i also wished meli happy belated bday! yes! can u evn belif i did such a ting?! i guess it time 4 me to 4giv evryone & start anew. new daphne huh? whoo~! how matured! hahaa. i hope i din regret what i have done. =)
talk to patricia abt some stuffs. she made me feel soo much beta! thx my one and only! =) i hope our plan work out this time! kk..shall end off with a quote "FOLLOW THE MAGIC IN YOUR HEART,IT IS THE INSPIRATION FOR YOUR LIFE!" i hope u guys can relate to it =)

::at this moment:: @ Sunday, November 07, 2004