-a moment like this-

Saturday, April 30, 2005

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procrastinating is baddd.
procrastinating kills..
procrastinating badddddddd
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am tryin to get that in my mind.
i know the harm of it, but till now
im not evn panicking! i dont know y!
i feel that i have all the time in the world but i have thousands of stuffs tat i need 2 study on
gosh. this is baddddddd!
pattt, its yr turn now to bugg me. but i guess, in the end, we'll jus fall aslp 2gther. ha

core geo is a killer. regretted taking tat subject.
the answer booklet words are smaller than my lit book. its scary!
having my geo tcher makes it worst. she cnt teach for nuts!
she takes one whole hour just to complete one question frm the tys
n den tell us the answer which we can jus get it frm the ans booklet
makes no sense eh?

sighhh. i need miracle juice tat enables me to be a genius! hee

::at this moment:: @ Saturday, April 30, 2005

Sunday, April 24, 2005

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screwed. thats how im feeling.
i realise sometimes im just such a bitch gf
im so demanding and he has to take my shit!
i ask for more. taking advantage w/o realising.
well, thats bcuz he tolerates my shit.
i guess that's why im like that at times.
sighhh.. dont tink any1 else can tolerate a girl like me
it makes me feel like i dont deserve a guy like him.
im so gona appreciate evry little thing he does now!
yay! things will be perfect then. =)

maybe im spoilt?
well, i need 2 be spoilt with love.
i want to feel the affection. love the affection and attention!
i want to feel HIS affection, love the attention BY HIM!

maybe its cause im so into my perfect fairytale
that i cant take any flaws
-screams-

whatever it is, I LOVE YOU! =)
and
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me
happy ending we'll be. cause that's our fairytale! hee

::at this moment:: @ Sunday, April 24, 2005

Saturday, April 23, 2005

* only you~* *

Oh I cant wait to get next you
Oh I just can't leave you alone
Boy you got me doing things that I would never do
and I cant stop the way I'm feelin' if I wanted to
I'm crazy bout the way you that you could make me say your name
and if I couldnt have you I would probably go insane cause...

Only u can me feel (only you can me make me feel)
And only u can take me there (only u can take me there)
And only u can make me feel (only you only you can make me feel)
And only u can take me there (only you can take me there)

Oh I can't wait to get next to you
Oh I just can't leave you alone
Boy you stay inside my mind ain't no denyin' that
and only you could do them things that got me comin' back
Gotta be the realest thing that I have ever felt
and I'll do wat I gotta do to keep you to myself

Crazy bout the way you feel
I just gotta have u here and I wanna let u go
I wont ever let u go

::at this moment:: @ Saturday, April 23, 2005

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

* my addiction *

in the count of 3, scream with me! 1,2,3 AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
here's why. great spore sale starts on next month. shit. suddenly forgot the date. may 16 or smthing like that la. scream again? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! -JUMPS-

shopping is my life. yes, evryone knows i have an addiction.
so what? i dont smoke or drink. im fine! im a good girl *innocent eyes*
too good to be true eh? hee.
but shopping is what gals do right? ok.. MOST gals.

made pizza out of my own creation this evening and man, it was splendid!
and coming frm a gal who doesn know how to cook..its like a big WOW!
hahaha. hey! it was nice okay! be nice to me and i wil make u my great creation. *licks finger*

and why isit that people are saying that me and him cant meet evrysingle day.
saying we will get sick/bored with each other one day
isit THAT true? its scary with the thought of it
but im soooo used to spendin evryday with him till late at nite that its uncomfortable if i dont see him for a day.
can we just be stubborn? and actually, if he wasnt staying so nearby, we wldn be able to meet this often and i mean real often and be as close as how we.
so this is goooooooooooooooddddddddd! =)

::at this moment:: @ Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

* just random *

your kisses
make life
worth living ~~~

and so does your love for me, of cause!

::at this moment:: @ Tuesday, April 19, 2005

Monday, April 18, 2005

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pat dyed her hair into a lovely colour while i had to stick with plain black. blehh.

miss yu so called fainted today during mornin assembly and she was treated like a princess.
like hello! dont take away my title! hahah. =p

i wana go hong kong and of cause bangkok (farah's fav place) for cheap cheap items!
psstt.. all of rah's stuffs are frm there. 90%. ha! n she has topshop discounts the other time but she doesn share. hymfff! unlike me.. i shares discount with evryone! hurhur

gonna have a hetic wk infront of me.
-math test tmr
-lit test on wed
-(finale) art to b completed by friday
-tution cause mid yr starts next wk! argh

dont think i wil be able to go poh yee's bday bbq on fri. cousin's 18 bday this wkend, bryan's surprised party next wk. gosh. dont think mummy wil allow me. sigh.

im craving for alot of food. soul garden farah or precious soon? but one ting, farah doesn evn eat seafood. wad a waste.
i wan kenny rogers too.. and lots more. ha. yes, getting fat. but its alright cause pat is eatin more at the other side. hahahah. jk. =p

::at this moment:: @ Monday, April 18, 2005

Saturday, April 16, 2005

* shopping = happiness *

yay! im so happy! just like pat.. ha! cause i went shoppinGGG!! wheee~!!! =)
spent alot n not like im gona go out soon since exams and all. argh
-my turquoise skirt with a flower. been thinking of it the whole wk. decided on this over hot pink
-white heels.
-a black short jacket. but im thinkin of whether i sld change it to turquoise. gosh, im so indecisive
-2 pairs of earrings.
-guess bagggg. tess bought black instead.

-and a small present for pat. which i have 2 send along with a belated bday card. =X

loving my items that i bought today! -jumps for joy-
mum will kill me when she knows how much i spend 2day man!

'whoever who says money cnt buy happiness.. aint been shopping at the right malls'
like totally! hee ;)

::at this moment:: @ Saturday, April 16, 2005

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mid yr exams are approaching. and i have alot to catch up on. but why does evry1 seems soo relax about it. mayb next week, evry1 wil start to panick and start revising. ahhhh.

run for fund yesterday at east coast. evryone knows i cant run. i dont exercise and i got no bloody stamina. so being a mascot of the class seems a better choice. yay! no running needed..
and so, i was the mascot of the class. ha. yes yes. me! daphne wee! (ryhmes eh)
last minute just after sch the day before , we planned wad outfit i sld wear.
in the end i wore faridah's tutu skirt for halloween last yr which was self made. i love itttt!!!
wore a matching hat wich was netted at my face area there.
the most dorky glasses with 2 dangling disco balls. evry1 loves that glasses though i look like tweety bird and him looking like mr kiasu! hahaha

oh no! he's gonna kill me but i tink he looks cute in it while i look dorky. good. dont kill me! ha
ok.. then, i carried a pumkin bucket wich has sweets in them and a wand.
and yes, my hair was tied into two ponytails that stick out. wif my high cut converse.
so roughly u know how i look like eh? ha.
and glad to know that i won 2nd for the best dress while liling got 1st.
she was red indian. real nice n creative with the materials they used.
it will be quite embarrassing if my class didnt win while the other 5n class won ryt? ha
my sis' class rented a whole suit of bumber bee the costume. gosh. madness.
how can she not died in it. not even one pecent flash was shown. stockins on hands n legs.
sylvester frm tweety bird was another class' costume, mary poppins, scream mask who was kim wakerman and alot more. ha.

my line was 'whoopsie daisy.. guess who's here? (brabra mama) yes yes.. its me! bra bra mama.. and it goes on... ' and then, my wand had 2 break infront of the whole sch! gosh.

anyway i better go read my lit n eat b4 i go to town later.

::at this moment:: @ Saturday, April 16, 2005

Sunday, April 10, 2005

* KAMPONGFIED eng = uncool *

need to spice up your life? i recommend www.talkingcock.com.
it either makes u feel proud being a singaporean or feel ashamed.
'unchained melody' it is teased that the KAMPONGFIED people (cheenas)
pronounce it as 'ah cheng buay lo ti' hahahahhaha. as in buy bread! get it?!
they have the whole coxford dictionary in it. frm A to Z.
explaining how our lion city ppl speak. .

pics of me and jessica at simple plan concert finally up! yes, abit lagging eh? but jess is finally online the same time as me.. people started to Q frm 8am. thats madness. jess' frens came early. bout 2. so we were over joy 2 be in the 1st row. but then it became sooo chaotic and the policemen cldnt evn control the crowd. u din evn need 2 move or walk, u wil jus get pushed 2 the front. that's how bad. they dont evn treat us wif respect mayb cost the ticket price was ony $50 and that's quite cheap.
we cldn mosh in fun cause evry1 was squeezing n yes, u can see sweats frm ppl. eeew gross. it was filled with mats n preteens. expected.some nice ppl there too. made frens with two australian girls. one fainted though. poor ting.
and after being sooo sweaty n all, evry1 ran to city link 7-11 hoping to get a cold icy drink. but it was friggin closed! hello! its supposed 2 be 24 hours la! goshhh.
neway here are the pics. sorry that the pics are not in proper size. i kept redoing it but it gets smaller n smaller. ( n im nt sure y that particular pic of me is so huge)

::at this moment:: @ Sunday, April 10, 2005

Saturday, April 09, 2005

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a week has passed by with a snap of a finger.
its so fast. just that day was patty's birthday.
pat, wad did u do? eat bread n german sausage?ha

went for oac yesterday cause evryelse was goin.
and i tot cycling isnt that bad compared to other outdoor activities right.
n guess wad? we cycled frm east coast to changi that area.
gosh.. that's like how far! my so call 'greatest achivement in life' hurhur.
to think abt it, wad great achivement do i have in my life?! a bleak future i will have.
n that boy of mine.. surposingly was such a sports freak. excel in sports while i excel in shopping! ha. but ever since we are together, he became as lazy as me. n sports like at the back of his head.
keeping fit? yes, it's necessary but i dont really give a damm. cuz im just plain lazy and its not my kinda ting. my mum has been on the track-mail. (s?) for hours evry nite.. madness. its more tiring than i thought. blehhh.
and all i think about is being slim n be thinner when the amount of food i eat is shocking! argh

back to wad i was saying, i went back feeling sweaty and smelly n my hair was super gross n hard. well, its because early in the morning, my dm made me and mishuelle see the vp bout my hair colour. blar blar. we got a lecture n she refused 2 allow us bck to class til we do smthin abt it. so we sprayed our hair black n she made us pay double cause we have long hair. wth. wrote a letter with our IC No and all sayin we WILL dye our hair black by mon. i wil look like a maid once again. arghh. no more pic taking at the moment. ha
lied to the taxi uncle that me and him were twins. hurhur.
jumped in then pool since i was gona bathe later n to fullfill the wish of him since i dont swim and always reject to swim with him.

oh ya! i need to bithc abt da damm 'lingish' this indian tcher frm my sch whom evry1 hates due 2 her friggin attitude prob! here was wad happened.

me : where r we heading to? (thinkin we can go bck now)
mr juraimy : we are cycling 2 emerald city. (me keepin quiet)
lingish: i bet she dont know wad u are tokin abt.
me : cause i only know where's ruby city (tryin 2 b lame)
lingish : where's ruby city then?
me : a place i made up?
lingish : emerald city isn a made up place. (in that tone u noe), its frm wizard of oz, gosh, u SLD B ASHAME OF YRSELF!
me : fineee!!!! n cycled off!

LIKE WTF RIGHTTTTT!!! TRYIN 2 SAY IM DEPRIVED! oh god, burnt in hell u black ass. even if u are burnt, it wldn make a diff wld it. mayb blacker on yr palms n the sole of yr feet.
oops. i hope im not offending any1 here except her! arghhh.

shall end here. im hungryyy. meetin steph in the evenin at town. like finally!!! =)

::at this moment:: @ Saturday, April 09, 2005

Monday, April 04, 2005

* for my patty watty =) *

bring out the red carpet and the firecrackers (cheena eh?Ha) change it to lightsticks instead. hee
off the light. bring on the bling bling disco ball. and .....
we can have our own private party for our DEAR PATTY WATTY MATTY frm all the way here. only one thing... the damm bday girl isnt here! so sadly, we sld jus all go mcdonald and eat our patty. double cheeseburger selling for only $1.90. evrybody can afford a piece of patty! ha

enough about that. i wil be more straightforward..
We weren't sisters by birth, but we knew from the start, fate brought us together to be sisters by heart.. so though u are far away.. im sure u can feel my celebration of yr 17th bday for u! =)
hAPPY brThdAy pATrciA~***

I TOOK THIS PIC!
loving you since... those days i went school and smile at u b4 the morning assembly. ( and we dont know each other personally n u prob tink i was mad smiling at u evry single morning once i put my bag down)
missing you since...evryday when u'r not with me and only have yr clothes next 2 me for memory of yr smell.
remembering those days...
-we go 2 neptune court and act as though its our house of own own.(fall aslp instead of studyin)
-made a website abt us but we gave up half way though we were determine we wldnt.
-lending u my 'toy pone' which u lie 2 yr prefects when using in sch.
-calling yr mum my 'best fren' n suck up to her.. hi auntyyyy..in tat tone
-eating in mcdonalds & u started 2 sing a song 2 yr long awaited meal
-we wore pjs and walk out 2 my bus stop with putae in yr hands.
-we went 2 town wearin pink on fridays.
-sneaking in to the cinema
-had yr hair cut short at that stupid classy place
-goin 2 east coast 2 visit u at work like so many times. ha. fell and the scar is stil here!
-mango sale at 8am wanting 2 be the 1st in line.
-You may not remember the tests you failed, but I bet you'll remember the person you were with the day you decided not to study. (had 2 bug u like an old granny)
-'waiter waiter,there's a cockroach in my soup'
-our diy denim skirts that we were so excited abt
-and of cuz DUNCHHHHH KNOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
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and the list goes on and on. I can't help but sit here and think about all the stupid stuff we have done together...THOSE WERE GREAT TIMES DEAR! there will be more soon eh? YES!
and also.. of cause those un-glamm times when we look so ugly. hurhur. okay maybe just me!

this entry is dedicated to you. soooo sweet eh? hee.
wish u were here! i wana cycle u frm my bustop to my home again! ha!

::at this moment:: @ Monday, April 04, 2005

Sunday, April 03, 2005

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agri's party last night. decorations were beautiful. as though its a wedding. she looked pretty in her lovely gown. unfortunately, no pictures of her here. but i have plenty with me in it. hee!

damm.. made my picture's size so small. but im lazy 2 change evrything.
i love my dress frm phuture london. do u? ha!
why isit that evryone thinks me and him are siblings. i think we both look alike more than me and my siblingS! ha.
he made my day extremly happy cause he cld fight off the temptation to get a puff frm naughty farah and dp who kept tempting him. u guys are mean!

pictures pictures pictures!!!!

psst..rahhh is wearing a corset top that she cnt breathe in

lipstick for men!

da action lian pose with kane as an extra

::at this moment:: @ Sunday, April 03, 2005

Saturday, April 02, 2005

* here's for pat! hee *

not gona blog today. but here's for MY WONDERFUL PAT PAT aka beef patty? HAHAHAHA!

man..this is making me hungry!

yummy!!! beef patty has never been soooooo good! *finger licking good*

::at this moment:: @ Saturday, April 02, 2005