-a moment like this-

Monday, May 30, 2005

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and there we went...
losing our control.
and say evrythin that can tear us apart.
now it's oh so sour
tell me what to do to sweeten my afternoon?

it makes us feel so tired
with everything turned inside out
without a doubt, our head is battling with our heart

my pride, unfortunately...
(and yet i cnt stand guys and their damm pride)

somebody teach me how to ditch my inner bitch please

especially at times when you and i collide

::at this moment:: @ Monday, May 30, 2005

Sunday, May 29, 2005

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PAT says:
i need u 2 catch me when i fall head over heels for u

see. this proves she loves me! she needs me! yes, n she craves for me!

its 3.21 am and im still up entertainin her. no wonder she loves me! hee
our chat log is filled with her laughters. im good. hee

aye! patt. miss your scary hyena laughters la! come back soon

::at this moment:: @ Sunday, May 29, 2005

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

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as i type this, my heart's aching. worried sick
precious is in hospital. and i dont knw how's he cause he doesn have the strength to talk to me
he called me last night frm there and hang up soon sayin he has no more energy and he was using his last amt of energy. awww
he has been vomiting umpteen times. poor thing.

skipped sch 2day, of cause i dont have the mood
besides its mostly chinese intensive lessons
and im not included. just because im not, im feelin like i dont have to panick
for my upcoming exams once again.
actually, this is just the begining. scary

will be visiting him later though i have a phobia.
hospitals are scary and the smell sux
the environment of sick ppl around bring thoughts to my head.
flowers to gay, he doesn eat fruits, wad sld i bring besides myself.

rained cats n dogs last night - so not helping.
felt soooo lonely and scared till i'd to force my sis to slp with me.
my blue fish that cld change colour died.
it was perfectly fine b4 i went online. argh
woke up today and my two other fishes died. yes, NIMIE!
but this doesn mean shit to me, im just worried for him.
i miss evrythin abt him. its jus so sudden
like one day u r so hyper n da next day he's so sick.
actually, this has taught me smthin.
like 2 be less demandin, less petty n more loving? like finally! ha

one last look!

::at this moment:: @ Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Monday, May 23, 2005

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sherie's bday at hard rock cafe

scroll up down left right

spastic reaction . ha

::at this moment:: @ Monday, May 23, 2005

Thursday, May 19, 2005

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my nemo died.
it was perfectly fine til it laid on it's back at past midnight
i told myself it cld be slping.
i knw nthing abt fishes. it isnt even my interests. it was a gift
and it fell dead! being a timid person, i was afraid that it wil haunt me.
yea, go ahead laugh.

bought a new nemo ysterday. nimie's the name. hurhur
the man said 90% it wil die anyway.
im gettin so paranoid over my fishes. n it was supposed 2 make me relax. ha!
oh ya, i have a prawn too! hahhahahaah.

school suck. pressuring me to sponsor kc home-coming prizes for the games.
im not evn going. and the vp wants me to buy the sch 'special' orchid.
they are scared no one wil buy. and said they wil get someone 2 pretend 2 be me.
just give them the money.
aution price starts at $400! madness. for a flower?

i rather indulge myself with shopping at the great spore sale.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

::at this moment:: @ Thursday, May 19, 2005

Monday, May 16, 2005

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The truth of the matter is that you always know the right thing to do. The hard part is doing it.

tat's so true isnt it? and then, i wil start 2 procrastinate. 'alright, do it later'
im actually lying to myself. cause im so damm lazy. and restless
i have no idea what's happening to me. like i cant stay hyper for the whole day kinda ting
im becoming so lethargic. and that's bad. i cant pratically live wif drinkin red bull or coffee right.
and it makes me be like a walkin zombie!
parents said i sld start to work out n keep fit. blehhh. last ting on my mind.
see.. it's cause im l-a-z-y! but exercising isnt for me.
can u imagine DAPHNE taking an hour of vigorous exercise at a gym daily.
yes, the abs of my tummy wil be nice n flattering but nahhh.
walking around is my exercise. and that's wad im gonna do later.
im goin town with stephanie! she's finally gona wear her heels. 1st in the whole yr! loseR! ha!
pattttt.... where are u? we miss our friday pink days! =(

and envy me cause im not in school today and for tomorrow too. yay!
im taking CLB so we do not need to return for chi intensive.
precious is always goin on sayin we need chinese in our life in the future.
its veryyyyy important cause china is taking over blar blar blar.
but i cant pass it. cant even speak or write.
infact, CLB is tough for me! im serious though its pri sch work.
im so gona flunk my o's. im not confident at all. sigh
i cant stand it that we are all based on a stupid paper. yes, im gona be laughed at.
School is designed... to frustrate the teenage mind. arghhhh.
jus kill me and burn down MOE please!

to think abt it, do you really tink our papers will be mark at cambridge?
do u tink the government will actually spend a large sum of money for the transportation.
are they even willing. i doubt so!

::at this moment:: @ Monday, May 16, 2005

Friday, May 13, 2005

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smthing wrong with my princess-y layout. cant see it.
miss it =( so here's a new layout

seoul garden with dp & farah.
ate for many hours..
ate soooo much till i vomited.eew
tess met us after that wearing a 'got boys?' tank top. cute!

cant wait till great spore sale is on.
come to think about it, mayb its time to stop n limit myself
my cupboards cant close tight, with clothes falling out.
has skirts, tops n jackets that i have only wore once or still intact with the price tag.
bought a metallic purple bag tote bag today for a price that looks much much more! whee~!

vintage store at meridian having a sale.
pay $50 n grap as much clothes into the given bag
the bag must be tiny or breakable.

im starting to hate spore's weather.
infact, im already hating it.
the sun is blazing hot especially this yr.
goshhh. our climate.

watched 'alfie' the movie.
jude law is hot. ahhhhhhhhh

::at this moment:: @ Friday, May 13, 2005

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

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screwed mid yr papers up.
to hell with it. .
there's still art paper tomorrow. and there are alot of prep work 2 be done. such a drag
my drawing block is cool, it has invisible drawings on it.
i dont have inspirations or any mood 2 draw something, what more paint tonight.

was wanting to fair well for my mid year
i know, with the rate im goin, its impossible
but there's aint no motivation for me, or actually evryone.
it struck me hard on how im gonna scrape through my o's
math is like a fundamental subject to enter poly and i dont have confidence to pass it.
shouldn have give up on that subject last year. sigh
mr lim is such a sweetie. he bought for our whole class a pair of socks
to keep our feet warm while studyin at night.
and he isnt evn our tcher or in our sch anymore. i miss him.
school days just aint the same

::at this moment:: @ Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

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i love all my wonderful friends that i have in my life.
how will i get through my life without my girlfriends.
My parents start me off in life, but my friends get me through it.
i can live my life just gossiping, shopping, scrutinizing anything, bitching & having a good laugh all the time.

When you're in need of love they give you care and attention =)
sometimes im just a bitch, temperamental and all but i've got my friends that love me~* =) =) =)

thanks farah for evrything! ha! it will come in handy!
seoul garden soon yea! hee
school's starting for farah, fann, steph, jessica, odilia blar blar..
damm! time will be soooo limited for us 2 hang out plus my damm exams n all. argh
dear pat n cousin perpetua are no longer just a phone call away. that suck
i love you guys + my friends frm sch. (tats y i go 2 school for.) love love
to you, thanks for being my other half and my best friend. =)

Friendship is just a word ; but my friends give it a meaning.

HOT PIC! *STEAMY*

*The best accessory a girl can have are her best friends~* paris hilton

happy birthday la la lee loo la la lay (clara kow) ~*
wished her on the dot at midnite. wow! ha

::at this moment:: @ Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Monday, May 02, 2005

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sighh.. i fell down yesterday.
im gonna blame it on steph, farah , pat and whoever who calls me daffy
or worst, daphie duck.

now, indeed i look like a duck. disgusting and depressing! sigh
luckily, i closed my mouth in time, or not my tooth will definately chip.
then all my life, i will have to sing 'all i wan for .... is my two front teeth'
yea, blood was oozing out n it was swollen. its gross.
*phew* no school today. tats good.
after how may hours later, which is now, its stil big. eeeew.

tmr is my lit paper and tess hasnt returned my lit notes which i need badly.
to be exact, its farah's notes!
n i cnt go out now with my mouth looking like tat.

but, my dear boy never fails to make me feel beautiful, happy and loved. hee =)
he surprised me with breakfast early in the morning. left it at my door and went home.
and came over after i fell and see me looking so ugly crying n my puffy lips. argh

oh ya, that day i suprised him with lunch, made pizza and his fav fried rice all and he cldnt eat cause b4 tat he ate 2 packets of instant noodles n alot more junk.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! in the end, sis ate evrything! period
went for a roadtrip to malaysia togther with his parents tat day. went to a factory and took some outfits home. ha!
-two nike jackets
-lots of nike tanktops
and more nike stuffs. wow! i look like im all ready 2 work out- NEVER! am lazy!bleh

::at this moment:: @ Monday, May 02, 2005